On my fifth day of this course, I am getting why it is called A Course in Miracles. It was no surprise to me that when I read the lesson, late in the day, a relevant scenario had already played out in my life earlier today.
Instead of asking Why am I? I was asking Why was I?
I could see that my anger, fears and frustration had been misdirections of thought. Everything worked out fine. Not as planned but fine. My anger was misplaced and my fears were unnecessary.